Relief, Finally.
I have never felt so anxious before in my entire life. I have never felt before the feeling of hopelessness and so much fear of what will happen in the future. I have never experienced before having no sleep because of worrying and thinking of something.
I am REALLY glad it’s over. And I am not allowing it to happen to me again. EVER.
Anyway, I want to share with you the picture of my lovely pamangkin (nephew), Justin Nathan. 
He is 4 months old, born on the 4th of July! 
I am sooo inlove with this cute little boy. SO adorable! 
Every time I feel down, I just play with him and see his smile, and I forget everything else. My little angel.
Christmas is in the air. I have been listening to Christmas songs lately. 
I can smell moolahs.
October 19th, 2008 at 9:52 pm
What happened ba kasi?
I kept hearing this sa plurk, IDK naman the reason or the problem. hahaha!
oooh, cute baby!
cute smile!
October 20th, 2008 at 10:21 am
aww i wonder what happen? hehe ang cute nya
October 20th, 2008 at 5:41 pm
I’ve heard about that problem of yours in plurk, and you seemed almost shattered whenever you share your fears about it.
I’ve had my fair share of that troubling feeling which manifests into something more like a huge stone being heaved on top of your chest every now and then. I experienced it twice. Once when I was 17. Once when I was 18. Both of which are due to academic reasons. I was confined in the hospital just because of extreme anxiety. Teh day days of doom!
YOUR NEPHEW IS SO CUTEEE! He reminds of a family friend’s newborn child! Come to think of it, they do have striking resemblances!
Christmas is uber boring in the UK. Hmph. It’s going to be my fourth Christmas here and never once have I felt its spirit.
October 20th, 2008 at 11:09 pm
he’s cute! and 4 months old pa lang? nako ka-bday pala nya yung domain kong animik! wakekeke. XP
October 21st, 2008 at 12:46 am
ang cute naman ng pamangkin mo! hahaha
October 21st, 2008 at 4:16 am
awww… what a little cutie. I love cute little babies, but I hate seeing them…. because it makes me want to have one already. X.x
October 21st, 2008 at 1:59 pm
Never will we know your problem. (: I hope everything’s really good na. God bless!
Ang cute niya! OMG. I want my own na. HAHAHA. ((:
October 21st, 2008 at 7:49 pm
What caused the anxiety? I guess we will never know that. Unless you tell us. Haha.
But it’s your life anyway, the privacy. *wink*
Cute. Cute. Cute baby. *pinch cheeks* Hehe. =D
But I’m glad everything’s okay. ;]
Well I really hope so. ;]
October 22nd, 2008 at 4:42 pm
Nakikita ko rin sa plurk yan Ate Niks kaso you didn’t get into the details naman which make us somehow curious. Haha. Heaven sent naman yang batang yan! Ang cute cute. Ang ganda ng mata nya. Kaname pa ng youngest namin, Nathan.